Thursday, February 28, 2013

 Gia thinks this movie is crazy : )   Nacho Libre


 Happy Birthday Valerie! Many happy returns of the day. You look thrilled, big girl : P
 Janibel helping Poppy with the cake. He and Janet made awesome diner for everyone. I never  had chicken gizzards before..............yummy, I was so shocked. I thought they would be tough, but they were delicious and tender. We had rice and steaks and Janets famous mashed potatoes. OH and tostonias, Im not sure if thats how you spell them, they sure were delicious.
Poppy Jr and Poppy Sr
 Auntie Sarah and Janibel playing in the princess's room.
 You have to love this hair do!
 Back home. These are Sarah's oragami birds.

 Someone special came up for a visit : ) Tomorrow is March first. Soon it will be spring. The grass is nice and green under the snow. Cant wait for pony rides and picnics. Pray your all well. LOVE,LOVE,LOVE




Silly boys  : )

Wednesday, February 13, 2013

 Happy Saint Valentine's Day! I was reading on a Catholic church site to remember the Saint on the day. The world just celebrates love and chocolate. I suppose it could depress you if you werent being loved on the day. So remember Jesus Christ loves you and while the world exchanges chocolate, he still gives the gift of eternal life.
 We have been snowed in a bit. I made this little Waldorf doll and used a old turtle neck for the body. Worn by more than one of my girlies when they were little. I love how her little wings came out. They are just the sleeves of the shirt magically turned into wings. She is soooooooo soft. She is stuffed with sheep wool. She reminds me of Valerie Rose's (who just happens to have a birthday every Saint Valentines day) favorite little doll. Remember Smooshy? Oh, I do.
 This is a wool picture Ive been working on. Its hard to know when to stop because its so relaxing doing needle felting. And I have definitely been needing to relax. I dont know what the problem is but the next photo is more representative of how I feel.
 This is an old double paned window. I dont know what happened. I will however have plenty of time to contemplate the problem as it is my kitchen window and I spend many hours looking out of it at my bird feeding station. Thankfully there is another window next to it.
 It is broken on the inside. Which is how I feel sometimes. Ok on the outside, but really sad for the troubles of our times. What kind of world are we leaving our children?
 Complicated, sharp edged.......too much.  My oldest son came to visit and was telling me he was playing with his three year old. Making a snowman and these little kids came right up on top of them and said "Lets kick its head in"  What kind of thing is that to say to a Daddy playing with his little girl? What kind of thing is that to think as a child. He said there where no other parents out playing in the snow. Of course when he shooed them away, they ran and told on him. So the parents will come out to fight? but not play? Im so thankful that they play with their children. We had hard times, but we laughed, and worked and played.
 Its sad the children were so nasty, because if they just smiled at him, he would have been out there playing with them all. I remember all the children playing together when they were little, till the play got nasty and mine just came home. Remember " Home is where your story starts"
 Well onto my frozen feet. Kevin was nice enough to get me new muck boots for the spring. They make great lift your feet off the cold floor slippers. So I have been clomping around the house in these.

 Heres to a childhood filled to the window with lovely story books. Maybe thats the problem too. It takes effort to find lovely things to give them to read. Thats the window doubleing as a book shelf   : )
 Uncle Caleb made you this snowman Jannibelle. See his moss feet?
 Then there are kids who just bless us with their kindness and thoughtfulness. Cody made me this walking stick.  He wood burned a lovely Bible verse down the whole length of it. Un-School talent abounds. The whole family was so blessed at his kindness." So shines a good deed in weary world"....Willy Wonka : )
 Walk on , snow me, gno-me  LOVING YOU ALL!  This Saint Valentines Day!!!!!!!!
And do try to keep your head on.................Im praying!

Monday, February 4, 2013

 What do you do when someone is so depressed and sad, that they just give up? I realize that you have to work at getting better. But what if you cant? And everyone thinks you just should and could. But you cant? I havent talked to him in a few weeks. I dont know what else to say. I hear him everyday though.  Both of my sons have his exact voice and many of his mannerism. Its really uncanny.
 My brother has known alot of trouble in his nearly fifty years on planet earth. He is kind and talented. He is also alone. Consumed with depression.  He misses his ex girlfriend and the life they had together. He was with her  when she delivered her little girl. He cut the cord. He finally fell in love with life.
 This is Dave and me with my first grandchild, three years ago.
 This is "his little sweetie" three years ago. They have been gone for more than two and he is still devastated.
Look at him admiring her tiny little fingers. He really misses being a father. And has quit living, while he is still alive. Pray for him. He needs it. Pray he finds purpose and joy amongst the living again. I fear if it doesnt happen soon something more awful will befall him. Mental illness is so unkind. It robs, steals, and destroys.....hummm I have heard that description before. Pray for strength for him to turn to the One who can help. Im praying for you Dave!